Bloody Murder

Bloody as I have had to give many pints of blood to the 'specialists' who want to analyse it for an antibodies that counter act the disease they believe I had. So I am very light headed right now I've had more orange juice than a 6 year old, and more biscuit than a good dog. I haven't left the hospital between work and the tests they have been running on me.

Murder as all the people I contacted from the party are turning up dead from strange diseases, the specialists seem to be relishing all the misery that this seems to be generating, I  have caught more than one of the smiling when they don't think I'm looking. I think maybe they're causing this somehow, making these people sick and killing them when they come to the hospital by making the disease more aggressive and therefore more likely to kill them.

Also I think I'm hallucinating from the loss of so much blood, I keep seeing that guy from the party out the corner of my eye with his weird mask, it's weird. Along with the nightmares I really think the coma or the disease I might have had fucked with my brain. I'm always running what looks like an abandoned hospital hallway with rooms filled with people covered in sores and pustules, some have half their faces hanging off, I thought they were zombies but they always come running at the door asking for help from me I'm always to scared or in a hurry, I'm running from a sound it seems there's a tapping that comes from behind me, measured and strident, not changing the frequency it comes at. I always run further away from the noise I end up in a room full of organs and limb in jars, and in the back looks like a throne made out of human entrails. I feel dirty I feel ill, I .... faint, then the tapping gets right behind me just before I wake up. I think I need help, really I think I need help.